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Metal: A Headbanger's Journey. [Jun. 19th, 2008|10:39 pm]
[Mood | content]
[Streaming |Motorhead- Ace Of Spades]

 


You know I'm born to lose, and gambling's for fools,
But that's the way I like it baby,
I don't wanna live for ever,
And don't forget the joker!

Pushing up the ante, I know you wanna see me,
Read 'em and weep, the dead man's hand again,
I see it in your eyes, take one look and die,
The only thing you see, you know it's gonna be,
The Ace Of Spades.
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Wayyy Wayyy Overdue Post. [Jun. 16th, 2008|01:23 am]
[Mood | excited]
[Streaming |You Know My Name-Chris Cornell]

 Life has been pretty hectic since 14th May. Sorry for the long overdue post, it's really long and I'll like to think you all who are reading wouldn't want to take the trouble to click on a lj cut so the whole long entry will just be here. Hahaha. Let's start according to date, so that Saturday, I received another rejection letter from NTU (the first one came from SMU earlier on). My parents started to panick, got paranoid and we all started to consider other options, like SIM and Laselle. Well, the disappointment displayed very clearly in their voices and faces really upsetted me. So out of the few options, I was most interested in Laselle, I thought it was an opportunity to put my drawing skills to a test. The next day, I met up with Val and Sylvia and got art supplies and for the next week, I took leave and I was sketching, drawing, colouring at random Starbucks around SIngapore. It was really a mad rush, it was working hard for my portfolio non-stop. 

Digression: I remember meeting up with Kams, Danny & Kevin at City Hall on the 26th June, to catch up and all. I'm so damn proud of Kams, he got into Medicine in NUS! WOOHOOO! And Danny's in NUS too, engineering, well, most of my very few class girls are in NUS too. And i met up with Joshua on the 1st June as well, to catch Sex and The City and to catch up as well. I love these classmates of mine! 

This was actually taken on another outing, but heck.


So anyway, I was drawing & drawing & drawing till Thursday, 29th May, when I received a thick brown package from NUS, I was accepted. I was overjoyed or super psyched, in fact, I was confused. During that week, even though i was stressed out to meet the deadline, I was actually really enjoying myself drawing and all! So anyway, the next week, I was doing random stuffs, watching movies, drawing still and hanging out at starbucks. 

Another Digression: Thursday was also Ernest's birthday! Happy belated birthday! Hope you like the red locker and dinner at Timbre was awesome! Love you! 



So yea, last Monday, i went for Laselle interview with Sylvia, it was really an interesting experience, the whole group interview, how the discussions and small jokes made everything so casual and rather fun. Tuesday came the acceptance letter for Laselle. Really fast huh, they're extremely efficient i must say. Hahaha. And Wednesday, i was off to Bangkok with Val and my parents. Not going to go into details so just to summarise it up, we shopped and ate alot. Bunking in with Val was so much fun, random heart to heart chats, our mad behaviours, imitating the Thais there (no offence to Thai people, it's just plain harmless fun!), indecisiveness when it comes to buying stuffs, doing leg lifts and stretching after we bathe, lazing around the hotel room, trying out clothes, shopping and well, i just love her company. I miss you already Val! Hahaha. OH AND, I forgot to mention, I got into School Of Design And Environment, Real Estate. I know, what?! It's okay, I've already devised a plan, I'm gonna be a qualified part time real estate agent, earn hell lots of money and be a wedding planner too! It's just a dream, who knows what happens in the end. So anyway, as you can tell, I ended up choosing NUS, parents and all. Oh and, my mom got me an ipod classic after so long just to congratulate me, she's awesome. HAHA! Plus I've quit RP cause they didn't have a job for me back there that allows me to go back a few times a week. Sorry to all my colleagues, I do really miss you guys, really do. 

Yet Another Digression: I love the staffs at Starbucks! The staffs are really friendly and fun, especially the ones at Siglap, well, since I spent most of my afternoons there drawing. I bumped into old friends and made new ones, it's a great place to hang out anyway.

So currently, I'm going to give tuition starting from this Sunday, continue drawing, meet up with friends especially Bryan, Minmin, Lingling, Jared, Han, Wei Siew, Dalini, Lai, Ernest, Jiawei, Danny and all, watch more movies, look for more tuition kids or other random short temporary jobs, shop for school stuffs (notebook, the paper type, organiser and stationary), anticipate buying a Macbook for school soon, hang out with Hanwei and enjoy life while I wait for school to start. Hahaha.

I just want to show my rushed portfolio which I did put alot of effort in!

The Simpsons.


Eye Sketches.


European Eyes.


I Don't Need Plastic In My Body To Validate Me As A Woman.


In my sketchbook.


"If You Take A Life, Do You Know What You Give?" from 'You Know My Name'.

Mad Digression: I have to tell you all the story behind this portrait of Chris Cornell. Well, actually, i started out sketching a portrait of Johnny Depp, damn talented actor, director and producer. Anyway, it didn't really turn out looking like Johnny Depp so i just finished it, made it look like any mexican guy out there and suddenly, Hanwei told me it looked like Chris Cornell, so that's the reason why it turned out like this.


"An Eye For An Eye Makes The World Blind." -Gandhi


Pin-up Girl in my sketchbook.


Pin-up Girl With Coca Cola Machine A3 Size.


Fender Telecaster. (Which i'm giving to Bryan!)
"You fill my senses." from 'Annie's Song'


Gibson Les Paul, amps, drumset & a pick.
"What is it you love about music? To begin with -Everything." from 'Almost Famous' 


Wonder Woman in my sketchbook.


The Pop-Art Painting didn't go too well(my mom hates it, really hates it, she shows everyone how ugly it is and how unbelievable it is that Laselle let me in using such a painting, but thankfully she does like the other drawings), but it had a hilarious name created by Hanwei, The Name is Woman, Wonder Woman.


Kat Von D with very blurred tattoos.


Vintage Polaroid.


& the past few weeks have been awesome spending time with Hanwei aka Hobbit. I've baked blueberry muffins,  




labelled his things plus mine, (I have a thing for labelling stuffs nowadays!)


saw his really artistic (&deluded, note the muscles) self portrait,




& basically, we have been having a great time hanging out at starbucks, getting to know his friends, he's been so damn supportive of my drawings and when i get into my bitchy mood when I'm stressed with drawing, I tried to be as supportive with his schoolwork, and yea, things are just awesome, but last Sunday really tops the list. It was so touching and amazing. Thanks. I love you!


Nobody loves no one.
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Here We Stand, Or Here We Fall, History Won't Care At All. [May. 14th, 2008|03:30 pm]
[Mood | hopeful]
[Streaming |Who Wants To Live Forever - Queen]

Emotions overwhelming, my head hurts from thinking too much, it's all the university questions, 'Have you got any letter?', 'Where are you going to study?' that everyone is asking that is getting to me. Oh right, there is also that fact that i have yet to receive any letters at all. Background information, i went for a Social Sciences interview at SMU last month, NTU Sociology written test last friday and NUS Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences interview just two days ago. The written test reminded me of an application question for general paper in junior college and the two interviews were both pretty tough, they asked so many questions which caught me off guard, i don't know if i sit the right way, lady-like or unglamorous, whether my answers were too short or too long, or whether i was engaging or just plain boring, all these just keep bugging me, and will continue to do so till i get a letter. I don't know if my decision to put all Business or Social Sciences, or just anything not involving Engineering was a bad idea, but like what everyone says, Engineering is just not an 'Ansley thing'. I met up with three of the class girls yesterday, Ally, Ruth & Sharon, stupid Danny has decided to abandon me even though she called me the day before, saying she'll turn up if i'm going. Ah well, danny oh danny. Haha. Ally got an offer by NIE and some language course, the other two got engineering courses too. Hmmmm, NIE, teaching career, imagine me as a teacher. I think i'll just let all the kids climb over me. No future in that, besides, i don't want to teach, i still have that vision of myself being a wedding planner in the future. Sighs, all those conversations revolving around universities are annoying the shit out of me. 

Come on universities, send me acceptance letters! Then again, most importantly, Singapore Management University, send me a letter soon. 


The last week and last few days have been pretty good, places i went were, Temasek Polytechnic (Clover Manifest's jamming.), Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe (Once with my mama, grandma and brother and another time with Hanwei), Far East (I got new aviators again! At least they fit my face better.), Pennisula Shopping Centre, Raffles City, Cineleisure (Harold and Kumar was damn obscene, it's just shocking but at the same time, there were lines that really cause you to burst out laughing like a retard, just like that malay dude sitting at the corner in the cinema, his laughter was loud, clear and rang throughout the back of the cinema.), Sentosa (Finally met up with Ernest, Jiawei and Gar Meng. Awesome!), Cafe Cartel & Aranda Country Club (Mom and i have taken a liking to going for a steam bath and a swim.). I remembered doing overtime on tuesday with Sathya, Val and Wei Leong. It really is so much fun when we're all alone in the office, blasting music, doing mindless jobs like folding letters and slotting them into envelopes, singing out loud and talking nonsense. I actually felt relaxed then, if only work was like that more often. Ahh, i just hate this mundane counter job. At least there's friday's trip down to The Arena to support Axecalibur and hopefully get some drinks, to look forward to. And, I think i'll get to catch up with Joshua this Sunday too and of course, there's SAJC Band's Musical on Sunday! I have set my mind on baking yummy and hopefully not burnt brownies for them. I do hope i have time this weekend. Oh, and most thrilling of all, my parents, Val & i are going Bangkok on the 11th of june! Wooohoooooo! This is when i go mad shopping and eating, now both Val & i spend our breaks talking and planning our activities there, i even drafted my shopping list, and we planned what were the must-eats. The Bangkok trip is so psych-worthy!   


I have been getting so many good surprises i just had to pull one off last night. Hahaha, hope he like it and i love the Queen shirt, red picks and heart necklace. They are awesome stuffs! Oh and for the numerous goodies you bring every time you pop by my work place, the red notebook and Mig Ayesa's album (Even though it was a bit of a letdown, it was still sweet.) & most of all, the letter. 
They mean a hell lot to me, thank you Hanwei.
This is the matured (Wei Siew, i insist it's matured, not old!) photo of me at Cafe Cartel that he took. You really need to get a new phone cause the resolutions for your camera is awful plus there's the special folder in your phone that gives everyone the creeps. HAHAHAHAHAHA! But of course it's good entertainment.



And something pretty retarded but creative, done by Sathya and Andrew, we present, Iron Bear. HAHAHAHA!




Fuck, there's an Ansley Woo in Republic Poly and he's a guy. 
And it's unbelievable how childish and fucked up people can get, you really need a reality check.

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Damn, Now I'm Looking Forward To Another Awesome Weekend. [May. 5th, 2008|05:46 pm]
[Mood | worried]
[Streaming |Dream Of Mirrors - Iron Maiden]






Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
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I'm Picturing An Awesome Honeymoon. [Apr. 29th, 2008|08:38 am]
[Mood | excited]
[Streaming |Dance Of Death - Iron Maiden]

 Last night was a lazy night at home, my parents and i were basically eating nuts, watching tv and talking, nothing much important about our conversations, but they juts revolved around my new possible job and the so predictable chinese serial show we were watching. Then i laze in my room, read Anthony Bourdain The Nasty Bits & blasted music on my ipod. Below reads his experience in Bahia, Brazil, and it made me picture a couple on honeymoon, which then lead me to think where exactly i want to go for mine. 


"Since the music was loud and seductive, and the mood bordering on orgiastic, each visitor to the shower felt compelled to do a little wriggling and dancing under the water for the amusement of the throngs. Women in white skirts and traditional headdress fried up little cakes and poured cachaca in coconuts, couples nuzzled and hugged and kissed. Everyone was friendly, informal, a little drunk, and having a good time while their skin sizzled in the strong midday sun. The music played on. It seemed like paradise."



I love the way your photo pops up whenever you call.
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End Of April Shopping! [Apr. 28th, 2008|11:21 am]
[Mood | contemplative]
[Streaming |Cowboys From Hell - Pantera]







Drop of a hat she's as willing as a playful as a pussy cat
Then momentarily out of action, temporarily out of gas
To absolutely drive you wild, wild
She's out to get you
She's a killer queen gunpowder gelatine
dynamite with a lazer beam, guaranteed to blow your mind (anytime)
Recommended at the price, insatiable an appetite (wanna try?) 
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Arab Street & Very Pushy Indian Salemen. [Apr. 26th, 2008|11:32 pm]
[Mood | ecstatic]
[Streaming |Paranoid - Black Sabbath]





I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind
Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal
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Somebody To Love. [Apr. 25th, 2008|08:42 am]
[Mood | satisfied]
[Streaming |Headlong-Queen]

Last night's 'We Will Rock You' was ultimately brilliant! WOOHOOOOOO. The cast and the band were totally awesome stuff. There were like two drummers, guitarists and keyboardist who was also the conductor. One cool event that happened, when Galileo (Mig Ayesa) & Scaramouche were running down the aisle after intermission, Mig stopped and bumped into Hanwei's seat and looked at both of us (I would like to believe that his blue eyes were staring deep into mine too okay. hahaha!) then Hanwei did the horns sign to him and Mig did it back then went, 'Sorry la.' before going back up the stage. SO COOOLLLLLL! We could totally see the wrinkles and make up on his face, but who complaining? Haha, we got those 140 bucks tickets for like 50 bucks, i do love being a student, transiting student though, so we were freaking near the stage, like 5 rows away. So anyway Mig is so damn ass talented and Annie Crummer (Killer Queen), her vocal ranges was totally impressive, but basically, the rest of the cast were awesome too. Quick go and catch it before the 27th April!




I'm feeling so much more joyful, but there are still certain issues not settled. Hmmmm, during the weekend i will & hope for the best so that I can go back to my wild, crazily happy & retarded self. It's the freaking weekend! And guess what, i have an exciting weekend lined up. Awesome!



When a red hot man meets a white hot lady
Hoop diddy diddy - hoop diddy do
Soon the fire starts raging gets you more than half crazy
Hoop diddy diddy - hoop diddy do
Now they start freaking everywhere you turn
You can't start walking because your feet got burned
It ain't no time to figure wrong from right
Cos' reason's out of the window better hold on tight

You're rushing headlong
Headlong out of control - yeah
And you think you're so strong
But there ain't no stopping
And there's nothing, you nothing, you nothing, you can do about it at all

Yeah, yeah
Alright - go
And you're rushing headlong down the highway
And you're rushing headlong out of control
And you think you're so strong, but there ain't no stopping
There's nothing nothing nothing you can do about it
 
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I Want To Break Free. [Apr. 24th, 2008|08:41 am]
[Mood | pessimistic]
[Streaming |Bohemian Rhapsody-Queen]

Shotgun Start's acoustic set at B&Js (The Cathay) yesterday was not bad, i'm glad my colleagues actually came down to support too, awesome people, Sathya once again, was the freaking loud random screamer. Thanks for playing stars, Bryan definitely can sing. Heard more stuffs here & there, it does affect me in a way. Ooohhh, and there's 'We Will Rock You' musical tonight. Ansley, get psyched.

Sam's wordplay: I'm board. (I'm bored stiff like a board.) Interesting. 



 I had a fucking bad breakdown yesterday, it's just a whole load of things jumbled up. Things about work, myself, my future apartment, friends, him & another him. I might really have a nervous breakdown soon, i feel like i am driving myself crazy. I'm paranoid, down, disturbed & just screwed up. At random points in my days, i lose myself, i'm no longer the wild, high & crazily happy Ansley, but some quiet, uncool, boring & weak bitch. There's lots i rather do with my life right now, i feel a need to step out of my comfort zone.
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Ansley Is Into Curly Fries Now. [Apr. 21st, 2008|02:25 pm]
 I think i forgot to mention, how could I possibly have done so, I absolutely love the deliberately cheesy but still damn sweet song you wrote for me. Thank you, it's truly awesome. 
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Pin-up Girls. [Apr. 21st, 2008|08:45 am]
[Mood | ecstatic]
[Streaming |Plush-Stone Temple Pilots]

Had an awesome weekend again, that's precisely the reason why i look forward to the weekend, then again, who doesn't? Haha. So yea, it's gonna one heck of an entry again. Thursday i rushed down to city hall for dinner with friends and Jonathan let me ride with him! Freaking awesome, i look the feeling of the wind in your hair and all that nonsense. It was awesome getting a bike ride, minus the helmet hair afterwards. Haha. Friday i took leave cause my stomach has been giving me problems the whole week so yea, i need to detox soon. So yea, went down to tp for their jam & hop night, clover manifest was pretty awesome, and there were malays dudes moshing to 'Paranoid', interesting. Met up with Princess/Jonathan before to chat a little only, that reminds me. 


Shoutout Time.
PRINCESS PATRICIA!
I'm gonna announce it to the whole world cause i'm worried and pissed. STOP SMOKING YOU ASS! I know you're troubled and all, but you can just give me a call or something when you're down, don't turn to those freaking lung-killers please. I'm here for you, like how you were there for me in the past. Hang in there! 



So yea, saturday, went down to my new apartment to check it out, my first time there. Can you believe it, my mom bought the apartment when she was the only one who saw it whereas the rest of the family have never seen it before. We're one interesting family. Let me digress for a while, my parents are freaking awesome and cool people, i love the freedom they give me most of the time and all the doting on, but i think in a way, i used to it and sometimes i ask for too much, tsk tsk, spoilt brat. Haha. So back to the new apartment, i chose my room, realised there are freaking ugly grills on my window, Sheryl & i were taking photos in my new room, very retarded photos, we took photos with the little girl's soft toys can?! HAHAHA. Hilarious stuffs. I love the pool view from our new balcony, it's cool stuff. I'm still thinking about my whole room design and all, lots to plan & buy! PSYCHED UP! Then i headed down with my mom to see her social dance ig students at the studio for a while, she expressed her interest in me joining the salsa group in SMU if i do get in. This is madness, but i never really thought about it. Maybe i could take it for one semster just for fun? I don't really know yet. So anyway, my mom, grandma and i drove down to marinda square for more accessories shopping, got necklaces and earrings and i saw Ziko there! WOOHOO! He was there with his new year ones, some student council camp stuffs. Poor dude, sick and very tired. So then i met Lingling to go down to Home Club for the gig. Haven't seen her in ages so it was great to see her and listen to her happy stories! Haha. OOOHHHHH, the gig was a bit of a letdown, the bands were not really that great, but i'm still a fan of The Fat Bottomed Girls! Haha! That's the name of Dom, Han, Hanwei & Jared's band. Dom sang for another band, and the lead guitarist for that band had a gold gibson classic, which was signed by his girlf, sweet but like what Bryan said too, it's a freaking gibson. Haha. I'm impressed by Dom man, i love the choice of songs for his first performance, To Be With You, Creep, I Want To Break Free & Shooting Stars. Then he played bass for The Fat Bottomed Girls, he was totally rocking it. Haha. The rest of the band were not too bad though, considering the fact they jammed twice on songs they never attempted before, but my first time watching Dom perform, so it was cool. Haha. Talked to Sam, this hardcore metalhead with shaved sides of his head, tattoos and boots. He's freaking friendly and cool cause he messed up my hair in a very un-metal, doting way. Interesting isn't it? Haha. Sathya came right after they finished, spoiler man, but it's all cool Sathya, as long as you come on wednesday for Shotgun Start's b&js performance. Haha. So we had dinner at bk after the gig, had a hilarious chat about the most random things and took a cab back. It was a fun night out.

Sunday was pretty cool too! I met up with Hanwei at around 3, took a bus down to Suntec, had starbucks, talked nonsense, then walked to Esplanade to get 'We Will Rock You' merchandises, and check out tickets too. I'm so gonna watch it this week. WOOHOOO! Marina Square was next and on the way there, we saw this gold vespa, i still prefer the red one though, and it had this pin-up girl sticker on it. It is roughly something i want Dalini to help me paint, but it's pretty good reference i think so i took a photo of it. Haha. 


Then we hung out at Rastafari for ages. It is a freaking awesome shop, just in case you don't have a clue what Rastafari is, this is for you.


(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rastafari_movement)

So anyway, back to us, i got a leather band, crocheted band with the signature colours and a ring from there and Hanwei got Rage Against The Machine keychain and patch. Awesome stuffs i swear. Wanted to get a bag, but yea, they don't cater to short people cause the strap was not adjustable and too long. Annoying shit, but it's all cool. Haha. Go check out the shop, it's on the same level as the cinema, right at some corner, and there's only one Rastafari shop in Singapore. I remember going there once with the Sisterhood, then i kinda forgot all about it till i saw it yesterday. Haha. Hanwei & i are so heading back there again soon! Hmmm, then we rushed back to my place to watch my all-time favourite slapstick humour movie, White Chicks. It totally reminds me of Gar Meng & movie marathons at my place in the past. HAHA. "Don't worry, i don't bite, unless you want me to.", "It's not just a bag, it's Prada." Freaking funny, must watch it to appreciate. HAHAHA! So yea, school starts for the TP dudes now, have fun guys, we'll hang out soon. Haha.



Random Bit One: Hi Andrew Cheong! He requested for this shoutout. Haha, sounds like you had an awesome time in Bangkok, I want to see the child you brought back. HAHA!

Random Bit Two: Something Hanwei & Mark realised, i actually love to plan alot, like outings, stayovers etc. It actually comes to me naturally, and i plan to the detail, not all the time, but most of the time. Of course there are days i just want to bum around and hang out but yea, think it's a good sign of a future wedding planner hopefully?! Haha. 



Oh no, here it comes again
Can't remember when we came so close to love before
Hold on, good things never last
Nothing's in the past, it always seems to come again
Again and again and again
Cry out to legions of the brave
Time again to save us from the jackals of the street
Ride out, protectors of the realm
Capatin's at the helm, sail across the sea of lights
Circles and rings, dragons and kings
Weaving a charm and a spell
Blessed by the night, holy and bright
Called by the toll of the bell
Bloodied angels fast descending
Moving on a never-bending light
Phantom figures free forever
Out of shadows, shining ever-bright
Neon Knights!

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Hold On Little Girl. [Apr. 17th, 2008|08:26 am]
[Mood | chipper]
[Streaming |To Be With You-Mr Big]

 My days are getting more awesome! 
Daryl & Alison randomly messaged me yesterday too. & most exciting of all, Ally & Danny are coming down to rp visit me for lunch! Awesome stuff! Plus i went parkway shopping with my mama yesterday, got my brown leather sandals & purple and blue tank tops from topshop, bangles & earrings from diva. WOOHOOOOO! Shopping makes me real happy! I'm just damn psyched for the next few days including tonight, dinner with the friends, jam & hop tomorrow night at tp, saturday's home club gig plus viewing of the new condo plus more furniture hunting and shopping with my mama, sunday's outing & possible cousin's birthday party. What a jam-packed weekend i have! 

Talking about furniture shopping, i can't wait to do up my new apartment! And i've been checking out what buses are near The Eden, apparently the nearest bus stop has only one bus, 28 that brings me to tampines interchange or toa payoh interchange, inbetween, nothing much, ooohhh, and the bus stop on the other side, near to tampine mart has 518 that brings me to town! That is like the most important part basically. Jazreel, hit me with tips on how to get to places the fastest! THANKS! :D So anyway, vintage-inspired room, i'm definitely going to get a cork board to put up my random postcards, notes, to do lists and photos. Probably gonna frame up some damn nice photos, posters and might even get a painting from dalini after she's done with her portfolio, she's amazing at art. I'm also gonna do a feature wall, i'm thinking red and white stripes? And i'm even thinking of having not so scantily-dressed pin-up girl posters in my room too! My mama is so gonna kick my ass for all these though. Another thing, i want wooden furnitures, i'm not really into the whole new modern look which my whole family is into, it's terrible. I have to find a way to convince them! My mama & i were eye-ing this Samsung 42 inch plasma television, cool shit isn't it?! Haha, cause our current television is retarded, it takes damn long to warm up, the screen starts off damn blurry for like 10 minutes at least. So yup, i need to really start shopping around for furnitures and stuffs, it's totally psych-worthy! OOHHHH, and this time, i must must put up the gold-framed-disney-series-christopher&poohbear-300orwasit500pieces-jigsaw-puzzle that Yi Mei made for me in year one. It was a damn belated present plus a damn good surprise cause she bought it with me when we went shopping, and she said it was for herself, then once, i even went to stayover her place, and fixed a few pieces. Haha. I remember getting damn shocked when she gave it to me on a school day and i had to carry it around the whole day and everyone was asking about it. I was damn thoughtful and i love such sincerity. Oh god, i miss Yi Mei. 



Random Bit 1: My mama is hilarious. I was bugging her in the car yesterday, to get me a ipod classic and speakers so i don't need a music player in my room when we move, then she was like, 'That's a great idea! We all should get our own ipods so the living room just need speakers & whoever is home can just plug it in.' Woman, how many songs do you have in the first place?! She's damn funny but hip at the same time i guess. Haha. 

 Random Bit 2: 'm wearing my thick red handband for like the 3rd time since i bought it in early feb & it costed a whooping 12 or 13 or 14 or 15 bucks?! HAHA. I'm an impulse shopper. 



Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

 
 
Who wants to take a walk with me down memory lane?
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You Give Love A Bad Name. [Apr. 15th, 2008|03:55 pm]
[Mood | content]
[Streaming |Heavily Broken-The Veronicas]

 
I'm in a joyful mood, content with my life for the moment. 
Danilah, Ziko & Joshua messaged me today, asking me how i am and all, makes me feel loved, awesome friends aren't they? WOOHOOOOO! I do feel that i get touched easily, i'm pleased rather easily, just a small gesture and it gets me smiling like an idiot. I don't know if i do fall in love very easily, but right now, i'm feeling very satisfied with my life, other than having to wake up damn early every morning to work. Haha. I swear i'm having mood swings due to the lack of sleep or maybe my period is approaching, this morning i was feeling cranky and now, i'm beaming. More plans to meet up, more friendship commitments, Ansley, you need better time management. Haha. I'm having random cravings right now too, i want some vodka and red bull, or some bourbon and coke, & i have this random urge to buy more accessories not like i need any more. Then i have that thought of getting a tattoo soon, but obviously not in Singapore. Something at the back of my neck or down my back. It's always the thought about going down to Miami or Los Angeles to get inked, but i wonder when will that be. There is also always the thought of going on cruise with cousins or friends or bintan or wherever we are able to go. There is so much on my mind these few days, but i guess i'm still amazed with what life hands to me at the most random moments.


Dramas are meant to spice up life.
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Say What You Need To Say. [Apr. 15th, 2008|11:41 am]
[Mood | exhausted]
[Streaming |The Trooper-Iron Maiden]

 


Random bit: I'm fucking tired. Haven't slept much since thursday night. Last night's one hour of sleep is making me cranky.


Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put ‘em in quotations
Say what you need to say
 
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One Hell Of A Weekend. [Apr. 14th, 2008|09:12 am]
[Mood | exhausted]
[Streaming |I Don't Love Anyone-Belle & Sebastian]

It's final, i'm moving to The Eden in July. Somehow, i'm feeling pretty mixed up. On one hand, i love the location i'm living at, tanah merah, there's always simpang and shop & save right next to me, i'm merely just a stop away from the mrt, plus i'm so close to the airport. As for the house itself, i always thought we didn't do it up nice enough and my room was absolutely boring but i couldn't be bothered cause i thought it was hopeless. I will probably miss the space we had in Summer Gardens, how the main entrance makes me look like a resort & mostly simpang too. Oh well, get use to changes in life Ansley, we all need it at times & i think i do need one right now. So yea, it's really exciting having a new apartment, getting to do it up, getting used to the new condominium with its facilities and basically getting used to staying at tampines. I guess the most awesome part is me getting to do up the apartment, WOOHOOOOOOOOO! I do have to do some research and alot of furniture shopping. Only down side, i'll be busy with school preparation (if any of the universities actually accept me) and moving. 


My weekend was totally awesome, except for the fact that i had terrible cramps on friday. Been out having a blast, caught up with friends, hung out damn late, went to tp, siglap, clark quay, timbre & town the last few days. Goodness, i sound totally havoc, but it's just a once-in-a-long-time crazy weekend. And right now, i'm exhausted, haven't been sleeping much at all. Haha. Now i'm in the mood for bumming around at home and spending quality time with the television, books i've borrowed a week ago, sudoku books i've bought a few weeks back and also doing a present that takes a bit of my everyday time, sounds pretty cool eh. Haha. On a side note, the pizza and ribs at timbre were delicious! But their shots tasted like fruit punch, and the look on the lai's face due to a damn hilarious prank they played that day, was totally priceless. Everyone practically burst out laughing. Hanwei added like more than 20 drops of tobasco to the shot when lai was away to pick his girlfriend up to join us. Basically, lots of funny conversations, retarded events and awesome moments this weekend. These are the types of moments that make up your life, to me that is, all these little bitsy interesting details in our everyday life. Things that when you think back about, you'll either smile, laugh or even cry. I think i'm quite retarded, i think about past traumatising events and even laugh. Okay, enough of my nonsense. I'm typing this at work and i'm rather busy cause i just switched to another counter in the front, which just means no more goods and deliveries but much more enquires. But back to the point, i was rather frustrated at work so here i am, talking nonsense cause i am not really thinking straight. Haha.




Oh right, something did go wrong during my week, but there's nothing much to say other than, i'm still rather disturbed.
Okay, get over it, wish me luck for an awesome week!

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I Love Weekends. [Apr. 8th, 2008|11:05 am]
[Mood | content]
[Streaming |Slow Dancing In A Burning Room-John Mayer]

Just be prepared, it's one hell of a lj cut. 


Another thing, thank god for you. 



It's not a silly little moment,
It's not the storm before the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms.
Nobody's gonna come and save you,
We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the sadness,
You'll be a bitch because you can.
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.
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Spartans are awesome stuff. [Apr. 4th, 2008|10:14 am]
[Streaming |It Isn't Me-The Color Fred]

 
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! More surprises came on Wednesday, actually, just one but it was a damn good one. 
Thank you for 3 stalks of pretty red roses. 

Plus, i had an awesome day yesterday.




Photo from the class outing day. Joshua, one of my best buddies in class other than Danny(where in the world did you disappear to girl?!) & Kams.


DAMNNNN. I'm totally freaking out for tomorrow's interview. I just got a book on evolunationary pychology, figured that if they asked me which course i wanted to take in social science, i'll pick psychology, duh. Haha. And i'm trying to prepare answers for typical interview questions, but then again, i heard SMU ask really random questions like, why is the sky blue? Where do you think Mas Selemat is right now? Obviously they are not asking for scientific answers but creative and interesting answers so i hope i can come up with something on the spot. I need moral support people!
And when it's over, i'll be fretting about whether they'll accept me, these worries never cease. At least there's the gig at home club to look forward to! WOOOLALA. 




Random bit 1: 300 is an totally awesome show. -"Only spartan women can produce real men."
Random bit 2: I hope you're happy with her.
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Damn good surprise. [Apr. 1st, 2008|02:48 pm]
[Mood | confused]
[Streaming |Blackbird-The Beatles]

Sunday's class outing consisted of ten people, namely Jannah, Xiaowei/Sylvia, Kamalesh, Taufiq, Jermyn, Joshua, Weng San, Shoban, Yong Hui & i. Swensens yet again, accompanied with our usual chitchat and photo taking. I need more photos from Jannah and Joshua cause i only took very few, will post the photos all together soon. Talked, caught up, had to drag everyone down to macs for me to have my ice cream cone, then only Tauf, Kams, Xiaowei, Jannah, Josh & i went to far east for shopping.
WOOHOOOOOOOOO! I got a beatles prints sling bag!

Okayyy, that was a random burst of joy, there is another one coming too.


WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! I got a call from SMU asking me down for an interview for School Of Social Sciences this saturday! Even though it isn't business management, at least i got a chance to get into SMU? It's so exciting but yet so frightening, the bloody noob here has even gone for an interview in her entire 19 years of life.


And another one, met Xiaowei/Jiggly for SAS band concert yesterday and she got me lots of presents!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO! WAYYYY belated birthday presents that include a metal wallet, green with red polka dots boxers, a huge bag of percy pig sweets, a leather vintage bag, a letter & many random notes.


Basically i was having a good day yesterday, Xiaowei is damn good at surprises, thank you so so so much! Haha. SAS concert was alright, a bit of a letdown. But it was awesome to see and talk to the juniors again plus listening to arsenal makes me recall band memories. Yea, i do miss band a whole huge lot, the feel of performing with everyone on that esplanade stage, or just the feel of band practices, they are just those good old times band members all miss.



To hell with you and your bullshit. 





Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.
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BUMMER. [Mar. 29th, 2008|04:42 pm]
[Mood | blah]
[Streaming |Long Road To Ruin-Foo Fighters]



Here now don't make a sound
Say have you heard the news today?
One flag was taken down
To raise another in its place
A heavy cross you bear
A stubborn heart remains unchanged
No home, no life, no love
No stranger singing in your name
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